需要浪漫

这是一部能触动你我心弦的浪漫电视剧。

爱过，痛过的人 才能真正了解这一部戏所带了的意思

分离的伤痛 像外人似的被推到圈外

初恋的甜蜜 刻骨铭心的初吻

不被理解的心思

那该死的回忆 不停的着脑袋里反转

心 真的 很痛 很痛

像被针刺似的

后来 与他再见面 对望了 彼此祝福对方了

向左向右 走了

有缘 会再相见。

曾经为对方流过的眼泪 干了。

曾经有过的爱情 也成了往事。

幸福 其实就在不远处， 

可能 就在你身边，

要及时 掌握与珍惜。

 

1.10.12

Thanks God for October!

Phew! I can't believe it that I had already in Moscow for a month!

September is truly a blessed month for me especially i passed my finals miraculously, not forget to say that i scored "4" for both subjects!

Seriously many fortunate things happen around me since ... (i'm not sure since when! haha! hm....if i can track back the time i think it was since i started to believe in Jesus!)

since then many "fortunerk"s are around me!

no luck but pure BLESSINGS!
not coincidence, but God's plans! (come on, do you seriously believe that in this world have so much coincidence instead of someone had already planned?)


sometimes.. the time was just so hard to pass, the moment was just so hard to bear that you rather choose to be in Malaysia( the comfy zone) or just do nothing!

you feel suffocating, hard to breath!
or you just want to kill yourself!

but thanks God that Gary is with me, he kept on encouraged me to strike forward, never give up!
push me until i couldn't believe that I'm who I'm now!


Hopefully that God favours our planning to London..
Hopefully by God grace that i will again pass my exams miraculously! Amen!

= Elizabeth =

30.08.12 我的盼望

在回俄罗斯的前夕，你带着怎么样的盼望？

不久以前，我的母亲 告诉我某某人的女儿很崇拜我这位就读医科的学生
我  就在想 就读医科有那么的伟大？

然后今天， 我终于拜访了我所有的亲戚
有一位姑姑，她在我面前 告诉了她的孙子（也就是我的侄儿侄女）。。这就是你们的姑姑 你们要努力读书 将来也要像她那样 那么的聪明 就读医科 成为一位 医生！
当时的我， 突然 觉悟了 （我 被 感动了。。）
原来。。

医生 是一个很伟大的职业，是人所崇拜的，学习的

今后我要更加的努力了， 不要辜负了 大家的期望！
感谢主！

28.08.12 You are that important to me =)

Yesterday i dreamt a dream..
the dream is about we being a lovely couple for 3 weeks
and the day after you were coupling with my sister (somehow in reality i don't have any sisters)


i cried and cried and cried....
even after the dream i was upset..
i was crying as well even after the dream
it was so pain.... so pain until i can't breath!


you are important to me...
everyday i love you more than yesterday...

i feel so pain...

but somehow.... this is what keep inside my heart..
the true feeling
and what will happen if....

I love you my dear <3

23.08.12 Before you complain...

Before you complain anything…

Anything.. as in the situation you are in… the problem that you facing…

Have you ever thought that this is what it is or this is what you get after you made this or that decision?

But why you still complain?

Have you feeling regret?

Have you ever thought of going back to second your decision?

But the fact is.. you DON’T have the chance…

You are what you are right now…

The decision that you made last time… is the reason of why YOU being here

Make a change from NOW ON and STOP complaining!

If you insist, then just move away from where you are and go to the place where you wanted

I shouldn’t complain…

I know I have been complaining so much….too much

About how a person can cheat during exam and just got away like this and proud of it somehow….

About how a person can have good relationship with the teacher and just passed his or her exam just like this

Whereas me, still pending 2 exams, here in Malaysia, didn’t do much study

Its just so ridiculous….

Thanks God! That HE had reminded me…

That instead of complain how people passed their exam why not I just care about how should I prepare for my exam?

Have I work hard for it?

No.

Am I being lazy?

Yes.

Should I change?

Yes.

How?

Study and focus whole heartedly….

Thanks God. =)

21.08.12 我想 用心地 再做一次。

tuning "I found a boy" by Adele
. . .


i found someone who loves me with his heart

no matter how tired is he...
no matter how weak is he...

he trying his level best to support me

whereas i always did so much things that made him stress, sad, worry and so much negatives
I NEVER TRYING MY LEVEL BEST IN ANYTHING...
just before i met him
i thought that if i do my level best i might feel disappointment and so ...
i never know and i don't know since when i lost my heart in doing anything

i felt heartless....
its not emptiness
just ..


I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING MEANINGFUL
i wanted to do something that i can feel my heart beating....
again...



i wanted that kind of heart again... that full of passion, full of love, full of feeling...

14.08.12

sooner i'm going back to Moscow...
if you ask me have i prepare?
nope...im not....
whatever i studied i don't feel sufficient
and yes
i admit that i'm lazy and didn't really put much effort in it
just i need the "PUSH" , the "FORCE" that can keep pushing me forward

God, i hope that i can keep on study without care much about how people think of me and without listen to what people say about me....whether is good or bad...... i just hope that may YOU bless you the FIRE the passion of study and a never give up soul ... God i need the POWER, STRENGTH from you. May YOU remove my laziness and let me obey every single word from YOU. IN JESUS NAME, AMEN!